Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Some glimpses from my new book -The Lost Hour

Chapter 9.The Bull You didn’t tell me, before coming in my dream Nobody tells; but you should have. For you are real Me, my, you, ours ,all I suppose is a dream But I’m not real, me-these lines Is one of your dreams; for you are me And I’m not real I met her in the meadows; she was walking towards the Bull, where the three men had spent their night.I asked her whether she liked to ride the horse. The pacing steed has always been my passion.

Chapter 12.Thames We came in sight of Reading about eleven. The river is dirty and dismal here. One does not linger in the neighbourhood of Reading. The town itself is a famous old place, dating from the dim days of King Ethelred, when the Danes anchored their warships in the Kennet, and started from Reading to ravage all the land of Wessex; and here Ethelred and his brother Alfred fought and defeated them, Ethelred doing the praying and Alfred the fighting……-Jerome K Jerome, Three Men In A Boat

Later I met Kamala on a red evening at the Thames valley at Reading, A town south of England, half way between London and Oxford. The town was red even without the evening sun. It was three days after I lost an hour in life; I went back to my life as a student. When I used to hate the boring lectures and skulk the classes. May be this is a reaction to all the bunked hours. The Big Ben suddenly marched an hour forward without telling me, it shall march backward but only in winter. Who knows where I am in winter.litereally I have lost one hour in life. Next is spring. And as Porter calls it, ‘spring comes when it comes’. I want to see the flowers blooming in bright sunlight, before I leave to my village 4322 miles away from Reading. Reading hadn’t changed much since the three men had left. It remains the same. The same as it was. But she made the town brighter. All I saw was her blue fingers. The winter had caused damage to her fingers. She looked pleasant and talked all the good things in the world.

Chapter 13.The Bombay Girl Kamala was from Bombay,one of the biggest towns in west India.. Until she was 14 the maximum a vadapav cost was two Rupees. Nowadays ‘Remix’ vadapav can cost up to four Rupees. Having spend so much time in London she knows how to dress superb for a presentation and attract the ladies make over, still words like pakav and apun glue to her tongue. She is a charming young lady who still remembers that the day was navami, the birthday of legendary Indian king Ram. Kamala called her friend Vidhu and told her that the day was Navami and Vidhu was excited.Vidhu was married to Prasoon.Kamala had come over to Reading in search of the Hindu place for her worship where I met her.She had her finger in her right hand wrapped over a white cotton cloth as it had turned blue due to non circulation of blood.Raynaud's syndrome. She had some of her other fingers also on the verge of turning blue. Finally we found the place of worship in the 7,Whitley Street in Reading, where we spend almost 3 hours.There were all kinds of people and all gods of worship. It was a big hall converted into a Hindu place. People were singing Bahjans in the name of Lord Ram. After some time we left the place to reach the Railway station. It was almost 10.30 in the night. Bracknell,where both of us lived was five stations away from Reading. Prasoon had promised her to give a drop to her house from his place.He lived near the Railway Station like me.But I never had a car. We reached Bracknell by around 11 pm. Kamala was tensed as any other women from India would be. The place was empty.Wind was blowing towards us .We walked fast to Prasoon’s house.I told a big thank you for the memorable evening with her before we reached the place as I was sure I wont be able to say so in front of them.

Chapter 14.The Pork Lady Vidhu opened the door. She was a beautiful young lady. She wore light colored dress opposite to Prosoon who wore full black. The main attraction in their living room was the staircase which led to somewhere which I couldn’t see or imagine as I was new to English houses.The silver staircase mostly of aluminium fabrication reminded of my family house back in India which hade huge stair of brown wood which led to nowhere but heavy darkness. A laptop had been left open near the white sofa on which we sat. In a sudden glimpse I could read S-A-S on the Laptop. Exactly on the right side of it was a fireplace with burnt carbon and I could see a small painting kept as if laid unattended by no one on the floor near the fireplace.. But the painting was beautiful and I could make out a river and some boats. I was wondering who the painter was in the house. Kamala was terribly worried about being late and sat as if she wanted be at her place as early as possible. Vidhu was voracious about Sharookh Khan,the Indian actor's show Kaun Banega Carorepathi.To my surprise, there was a question from Kamala “did he wear the Denim Jacket?” she asked, Vidhu said “no it was yesterday”. I said to myself ‘Sharookh,you need to really be careful about your attire and you are a talk even within these women in a remote town in the UK called Bracknell,Berkshire County’. Vidhu was upset over the Pork she ate despite Kamala reminding her that it was Ram Navami. Vidhu was so nice that she kept on asking whether we needed some peena –veena until we stated off in their small car towards Kamala's place.

Friday, March 16, 2007

The Tao of Physics-must read book

The most important characteristic of the Eastern world view - one could almost say the essence of it - is the awareness of the unity and mutual interrelation of all things and events, the experience of all phenomena in the world as manifestations of a basic oneness. All things are seen as interdependent and inseparable parts of this cosmic whole; as different manifestations of the same ultimate reality.
(Fritjof Capra, The Tao of Physics)

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Truly wild

The day before announcing in the team that i was his choice for the UK visit, my Manager called me to his room. There were three of them. After some drama (fun). My manager told me(in fact I guessed) that am going to the UK.The next question is the reason for this post.

"Do you have any criminal records?” He asked me. For three of them this was a routine question. They ask anyone who go. I smiled and said no(they were damn sure of my answer).

Paavam Payyan!!

In the cab back home i was thinking about this and was laughing (As usual Smitha and Priya laughed with me without knowing what was the reason I laughed for-:).

The question leads me many years back .Don’t think this to be a cinema story and me the Hero.

I was thinking about those few days i spent behind the bars and when I used to be in the 'hit list' and when I also used to have some names in my pocket.

Anyway those days have gone and the Hit lists have become rubbish.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Where the mind is without fear...

When you thank anyone it should come from the heart,the smile too.when you are happy share it with someone and be more happy.when ou are clear of something ;without doubt,fear not!open your heart and say it!when you have no bad intensions and your mind is perfectly sincere,your life becomes an open book for anyone to read.



When you fail take it as a small gift and correct it. Be confident in life because there is nothing that is permanent in this world. Think that you will die tomorrow, what all you will dare then to do today? All the things in this world which are good is a by product of the sincerity and sacrifice of many who lived here and are living today...

Dare to take life as a good gift and gift others with joy. let no one cry. catch all the boys from the street and give a new cloth to them, give education so that he becomes the gen new genius as anybody else. Give atleast 20% of your salary to the society.

Tonight I am a small spiritual leader...but I really mean it.

Anybody in Bangalore has a celebration, celebrate with…

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Let me see...

Let me see
The way the rain makes!!
Let me see

The freshness of the garden makes me feel-
The warmth of the cloth that make comfort.
Trees that sing the 'no leaves song' .

Let me see
The way the snow dances!!
Let me see

Make me the heaven inside so that
I feel the goodness of each pass by, the souls .
Love that make proud of the world so bright.

Let me see
The children laugh!!
Let me see...

Saturday, March 03, 2007

The Globe theatre - the Othello, Anton...

Once i was a student in the famous rather fabulous, pretigious rather precious S.B. College. This is a place where the authentic Shakespearian people run around, where heroes of Shakespeare theatre really marry their heroines in life. Mostly professors of the English department play the heroes and get fall in love with the girl (students!!-The smart ones) who act heroines.

That is not the reason anyway that when i was there they decided that both hero and heroin be males. That was because Mr. Simon made a good Cleopatra. Excellent!!

Now after 11 years am at the Shakespeare place and the day i celebrate my birthday there is a lot of celebration at the Globe theatre and i will be there ...because the day next is his birthday and there is a three day celebration at Shakespeare’s Globe21, New Globe, WalkBankside,London, SE1 9DT.

Friday, March 02, 2007

Bharath Poised!!


Me with my friends at Reading...Hard brain storming



Bigger community ...serious discussion


Happy children...